Sermons by Gospel Centered Churches is one way of hearing the word. But do not think that listening to sermons is a way to make yourself justified with God. You are only forgiven through the work of the Godhead (Father. Son. Holy Spirit.) Your own efforts outside the Godhead (God, Christ, Holy Spirit) will end in disorder, despair and feelings of being cheated. Your feelings of being unfairly treated by God, are out of focus and a readjustment from a Pastor, or Elder, at your Local Church would be recommended. These sermons, no matter how tremendous, do not replace the need to go fellowship with other believers. Fellowship is one of the four means of Grace: The Preached Word, Prayer, Sacraments and Fellowship. I find that fellowship keeps me from tainting the news with my own biases. These biases taint the message being delivered.
